Saturday, October 17th 2020

being a homeowner

Being a homeowner has been challenging and rewarding in ways I wasn’t necessarily expecting. There have been a few times I have completely lost my shit in frustration, but there have also been times where I have been really proud of myself for fixing something on my own.

I had a minor freak-out the first night living in my new house because the pilot light on the fireplace had gone out and I didn’t know there the gas light was downstairs to turn it off. I did figure it out but there was a moment where I questioned why I bought a house. I was so used to calling a landlord when there was a problem.

However, there have also been moments of triumph. I am very lucky because the previous owners left all the manuals to everything in the house. There have been a few times now where I have been able to use the manuals left behind to troubleshoot and figure out issues.

Instead of focusing on the things I don’t know about homeownership or the times I got frustrated, I try to think of the things I have accomplished. I make sure to give myself praise and to feel good about figuring things out. I make an effort to be proud of myself.

Monday, October 12th 2020

september 2020 playlist

Sunday, October 4th 2020

full moon in aries

1. 8 of Pentacles: I don’t need to master everything right now. Mastering skills takes times.
2. The Moon: I need to trust my intuition and face my fears.
3. King of Pentacles: I need to work on my patience and determination. I also need to work on personal growth and goals.
4. The Lovers: I need to work on my boundaries.
5. The Star: I expect miracles.

Saturday, October 3rd 2020

october tbr

  • The Chronicles of Narnia (7 books) by C.S. Lewis
  • His Dark Materials (trilogy) by Philip Pullman
  • Baba Yaga Laid an Egg by Dubravka Ugrešić, Ellen Elias-Bursać (Translator), Celia Hawkesworth
  • Sixth Extinction by Elizabeth Kolbert

Thursday, October 1st 2020

september favorites


  • We Are the Weather by Jonathan Safran Foer
  • Follow Me to Ground by Sue Rainsford
  • The Seep by Chana Porter
  • The Devil All the Time by Donald Ray Pollock


  • Enola Holmes
  • The Devil All the Time
  • Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Complete Edition

TV Shows

  • When They See US
  • Archer
  • The Vow
  • His Dark Materials



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